I haven't been here for a while...
Mothers Day was lovely and I felt blessed from head to toe. Then life handed me an unexpected curve ball and since then I've been processing, healing and looking ahead. Too often I forget that I have much less control than I realize. I try to plan, orchestrate and dictate how things will be. Then a Higher Power steps in and reminds me that it's really not up to me at all.
I was pregnant...and now I'm not. I didn't see it coming and was sad and confused. I was so grateful that it happened early and that I already have Harrison. I'm trusting the process and know there was a reason unbeknownst to me. Now I'm finding the positive and opening myself up for the divine plan and not my own. God brought me amazing Harrison and I know His plan will amaze me again...